Tuesday, March 13, 2012

the lost wisdom,

sooo 2 weeks ago on saturday i had an operation on my mouth.
i got my wisdom teeth removed ):
it was a traumatic experience and my mouth is still healing baaaw
but luckily i got sedated so i woke up drooly and swollen without having to see the specialist's hand in my mouth (Y)
i'm really frightened by dentists and doctors, not that i have no interest in being their best friend or anything... but i just really do not enjoy these things D:

anyways, when i got home, the first 4 hours were absolutely painful - especially having to change the gauze in my already bloody and large mouth. (ps. you're welcome)
the painkillers didn't really help for the pain, and they also didn't knock me out which amazed both me and my mom haha

i mean, i needed to get them extracted cause if they came in any more they would obstruct the way my teeth are aligned; and because i've been blessed with buck teeth, i needed to have this operation before getting braces, but i'll get to that in a bit..

so for the whole week i was pretty much out of my commission but i still went to class and did my assignments which i am proud of! .. but i also wish i took advantage of extended deadlines haha

the most excruciating part of it all, was not being able to eat =_________=
i looovelovelove food&eating, and honestly i can go without not eating .. but being told i CANT, suddenly made me want to eat everything and anything possible. granted, i lost weight by not eating the usual shit i do, but it was so painful. like your stomach starts to eat everything inside your body and then you become weak and araghoauhef;abf.

.... but anyways, i can almost eat anything and everything now!
however the gross part is that you can feel when food gets stuck ): which really puts me off from eating. but im just so hungry rofl

yeah! so i am getting something called SixMonthSmiles which is basically a brace bracket in my mouth that should take 6-9 months to get straight(er) teeth! i'm excited but i probably won't be smiling for a long time haha cause now i'll be even more self conscious of my mouth YAAY

anywho, i can't wait for a straighter smile and i'll probably be documenting my experience just because none of my friends have had SMS and just braces. they do around the same thing, but won't fix my minimal crossbite in the back of my mouth. i'm excited that i won't have to have braces for minimum of a year+ though! (:


neglect

auuuugh.
okay turning over a new page.
going to do this blog for me and me only! (.. and if anyone ever decides to come across my ramblings)
i need to keep a record of what i'm doing and how i'm feeling so i get better at expressing myself rofl!
and so i don't become a scatterbrain.

okeydokey! going to be doing some remodeling for my posts weow