onwards, ho!

AHHH

so in 24 hours i will be on a plane to NY

my mom and 2 aunts leave earlier this morning cause they didn't want to take the red eye flight

i don't like flying without my mom.

D:

augh i know it sounds so baby-ish but..

she's always with me when i do fly

so it seems almost necessary for her to be with me.

however i suppose i SHOULD learn how to fly without her

i mean i AM going with my sister and family friend. ): it's just not the sameeeee.

let's see. i go to montreal first @ 730AM (their time) and then we take the connecting flight over

all i want to do is shop and eat. (in that order)

but there isn't a lot of time, which totally kills me because i might have to nix the 'eating' part of my adventure off.

i want to try so many different restaurants either recommended through blogs or vlogs and i just want to be able to venture out on myself.

but for 2 and a half days with 5 other people, that could get a little tricky ):

i definitely should have practice packed btw.

i had an idea in my head but it's a little different than what's actually happening xD

i want to bring so much to accommodate the length of the trip and where we are going but i also can't over pack because well... then i can't fit much else in.

however this trip isn't necessarily a 'shopping trip' so if i don't pack enough clothes and don't go shopping (heaven forbid) then i'm super screwed.

and for me - i like to dress how i feel on that day so for me to plan 3 weeks in advance is crazy hard X___X

right now i am last minute harsh dling songs for my zuneeee.

i SHOULD be packing but - i just am totally being a bad procrastinator ):

i want to pack all my clothes. all my shoes. all my bags. (rofl. like all 3 of them =_=)

i think i should make a shopping list of things i need to look out for.

THERE IS NO TIME TO DILLY DALLY.

"ohhh say can you seee"

whiskey wednesdays

HAH

i've finally succeeded in catching the hump day.

oboi.

5 facts,

GO!

!; i hate riddles

@; but i also think they are very clever

#; i am currently doing this tricky riddle game: http://www.totallytricky.co.uk/riddle/ame.php

$; i love when people do impersonations (:

%; i am sick. FUCK MY LIFE.

"everyday we wake up, we choose love, we choose light."

catching up

so i have been definitely neglecting my blog;
which.. well is evident in the lack of posts.
i guess it's a plus though!
because that means i have been keeping busy : D
there are so many things i want to write about.
sometimes i wish i knew how to vlog (AKA. i'm awkward if you don't already know.)
- CAUSE. sometimes there are things that are better explained orally (heyo ; ) ) than with texty fonts.

in officially one week i will be going on my famjam trip.
NY for 3 days - I CANT WAIT TO WATCH WICKED (L)!!
boston
cruise up the maritimes for 7 nights
toronto for... a week or so?

mm. i am so definitely excited (:
it sucks though because i know i will be missing out on a lot of parties and get togethers ):
and apparently the weather is supposed to be more positive and sunshine-y after this week!
..aiya.

the wait for this trip has been crazy.
just last year we were planning it, and now look! only 7 days left.
but i know once this trip happens it'll be over faster than i know it
there are so many things i want to do, places i want to go, stores i need to shop in and food i want to try in all of these locations
but there just isn't enough time to do it all ):

XO; internet on the cruise is mega expensive
so maybe i can steal my sister's netbook if we are in a cafe and upload pictures and posts : 3

"but how do you thank someone, who has taken you from crayons to perfume?"

whiskey wednesdays,

okay, so it happened again D:


!; i miss dance i miss dance i miss dance.
@; 12 more days until famjam trip! <3

#; i really wish the weather would be sunnier and happier ):

$; i need to start cleaning up my room....

%; i want SLR!!! "you can go your own wayyy"

captain's log.

cause it's a bittersweet symphony,

this life.

aside from its overly contagious tune and super scary looking lead singer -

the lyrics to this song are simple.

simple and beautiful.

they hold so much truth without being blunt and obvious.

the music video is insane & i have no idea what it means.. but uh..

i won't question the ibvious artistic symbolism.... -clears throat-

and that's what it really is a lot of the time.

bittersweet.

you win some, you lose some;

you make choices and consequences follow;

you love, you.. you lose;

every decision affects something else - and all you're left with is the aftertaste.

but of course, be it a good or bad one; it's remains with us.

right now i taste something bitter.

i hope sweet follows it - an uplifting would be nice (: