HI WTF
WHY CANT I MAKE THE FONT 'SMALLEST'
THIS IS GOING TO HARSH STRESS ME OUT
it's terrible, i know
my neglect, my procrastination
BAH
anyways
ive been super busy with school work
i think i'm doing better this year than i am last year
well at least, i hope i am because i'm trying a lot harder
obviously there are many things i need to work on to improve my work habits, but it's a step right?
i'm so indecisive in what i want to be
i want to be a teacher
i love helping people, educating and dealing with children.
however
i love interacting with people,
so i wouldn't mind being in public relations or perhaps human resources
they are both tough yet rewarded jobs i believe
(to each their own, right?)
it's just a little overwhelming to know i don't have a set plan in mind
(i know, whatever will be will be)
but it's hard to let 'it be' when 'it' costs over 2100 a semester
i need to be more proactive on my aspirations though
i need to go volunteer at day cares, schools, summer schools and be around what i want.
this post will be short and sweet because i have a major papers to write
i don't know why but i just can't stay focused on these papers
i end up getting excited over the topic then i lose my track so quickly because i speak so broadly about it
i ramble on and on and i end up repeating myself.
i really do feel like crying, everything i write seems so insufficient to those around me.
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